“How many times have you done this?”
It wasn’t really a choice.
You don’t look at me the same way anymore.
Please don’t come near me
I’m not what you see Continue reading “Disclaimer”
I can no longer see myself without you by my side. Although it hurts, I always find myself running to your arms like a helpless child crying to his mother. I hate myself for unconditionally loving you despite the cold treatment and neglect you have repetitively shown me, despite swallowing my pride and dignity even at times it takes turning back to those closest to me. Getting out of my comfort zone is always effortless when it comes to choosing you.
It was already Saturday morning. I knew I had a class on Evidence & Trial Techniques at 8 a.m. which was only about 6 hours away, but I kept drinking until we had emptied five pitchers of alcomix and a bottle of brandy. That moment, I decided to skip the class thinking I had not read anything about the Dead Man’s Statute at all and hoping that my past recitation grades can compensate for an “emergency” absence and still save my class standing.
Yes, people might think of you as selfish, reclusive or any other thing for not telling them the reason why you smile everyday from ear to ear. Continue reading “Keep It Quiet”